It’s like rubbing your eyes hard, which changes their shape, so when you stop, everything is blurry and out of focus. You let out a sigh, and drag yourself outside. You blink in the light, looking around at stuff, and it’s beautiful outside. The longer you keep your eyes open, the clearer your vision gets. When you blink, it goes blurry, then gets better again. You look up at the sun and sneeze, hard. Your vision goes clear eventually. And the thing you notice over and over, every time you blink and then keep your eyes open so your vision gets clearer, every time, you are surpised. You say to yourself, how beautiful is this. How beautiful is this. How could I have forgotten this.